shall update my blog alittle. (:
starting from 19 of jan.

19thof jan
went home to change after school.
then went to meet amanda at her house there.
then we took a bus to pasir ris mrt
to meet stupid isabella.
they wanted to buy cigarette.
then i tell them i try to buy.
see whether can get pass not.
then they give me the money to try.
then the stupid uncle say cant
cause i will get him in trouble!
wahlau! do i look so young can!
isabella manage to pass lah.
then they were happily laughing at me like nobody's business.

isabella was like so crazy on the mrt.
& they were asking me to blast my music
cause on the another side of the mrt the guy oso blasting his music.
poor fone of mine.
reached town.
then shopped around
while waiting for mich to come.
bought a new earring as my 2 earring dropped in school. DAMN!
then eat chippy's.
by the time baby came down , they need to go alrdy.
then bid them bye bye.
then me & baby went down to dont know where.
cant find the clothes i want.
so we cab down to bugis
as i was very lazy.

went to walk around bugis street.
saw yuhao & one girl.
talking bout clubbing thing.
then me & baby went SHOPPING!
bought this 2 top of baby from my friend's shop.
i bought this white shirt from dont knw waht shop for 15bucks.
& one i dont know how to say shirt from rebirth for 39.90? should be.
then met jade
& we went down to hougang for dinner.
eat crab & alot of things.
hahahaha! we all eat till damn full.
then cab home.

20th of jan
went clubbing at DXO with baby,xinyi,varron,cc,tang,wk&their friend.
reached there at bout 8pm.
then saw kuan.
she go with her friends.
tried finding ID for her.
saw nat & gang. HAHA!
tried finding a ID for myself too.
keith dont look like me.
none looked like.
lend pet's ID
looked alike in some way.
so bought tix from shannon.
but the queue was damn fucking long can!
then baby say the ID is blurred.
so dont tink can go in de.
then we decided to transfer chop.
then yupps! manage to transfer.
but the 2 is inverted.SHIT.
took the risk.
i tried to go in.
then the bouncer was talking to some poeple.
then i just walk in like this.
WEEEEEEEEEES*
i manage to get in.

took some photos while waiting for the dance floor to be open.
12plus.
dance floor is opened!! (:
the starting was BORING!!
all hip hop no R&B.
then went R&B was played.
everyone went HIGH!
was dancing with mich & xinyi.
dont know why.
but the atmosphere there was weird.
kinda of boring on that day.
xinyi & mich was happily competing with others.
went back at 3plus like that.
then xinyi & mich keep saying last song
then in the end continue dancing.
then finally they decided to go.
went to find varron & friends.
then me & baby cab home.
slept at 7plus. TIRED!! ROARR!

then we woke up at 1 or 2 plus in the afternoon.
then bout 6plus we went for dinner opposite baby's hse.
go eat crab again.
haha! eat till full full then go home.

ytd go school so boring can!
was like practically slacking in class lah!
CD teacher never come.
then after school got pissed off.
dont wish to say.
disappointed.
then after school go out meet justine with lijie.
then lijie left to meet her baby.
then blahblahblah.
baby came down at night to do homework with me.
broke down cause talked bout some stuffs.

today sick never go school.
going see doctor soon.
boring.
argued with baby.
dont knw lah.

to her:
feeling so invisible to you now.
im like not your sister anymore.
you dont seem to need me by you.
all you need is others & not me.
what for i get myself so worried
when i heard that you cry.
i rushed down to the couselling room cause of you.
4 years of sister.
you tell baobei,ken,sichun,dorcas or whosoever.
but waht bout me.
am i really so forgettable to you now.
all you need is him is it?
asking me not to find him trouble.
i dont see a point of me finding him.
cause its not business anymore.
cause you didnt tell me anything.
i will just take it as i dont know anything.
do whatever you want.
tell me if you want to.
treat me like a sister.
dont want then forget it.
4years of friendship.
turing so sour now.
feeling so not needed in this clique.
everybody keep things to themselves.
what can i do to help.
sighs.
i dont wanna lost this friendship with them.
break down each time i think bout this matter.
am i a useless friend?