fuck everything ok.
what goes around comes around.
my life is ruined.
my heart is broken.
im lost in my own world.
i slit my wrist & now im drowning in my own blood
& tears.
all the fucking sad songs are stuck in my head now.
& im crying non-stop.
hearing the song.. chong lai..
& im dying now.
i dont even know what the fuck is wrong with me.
do you love me?
do you need me?
do you even want me?
i love you more then anything else.
im willing to give up everything for you.
im willing to waiting for you.
but are you giving me a chance?
im so stress now.
all i can do now is to torture myself.
i cant feel pain at all.
pain to me now is nothing.
i need you by my side.
dont ever leave me alone please.
baby!
im crying all my tears out now for you.
please dont say you dont love me anymore.
please dont say you dont miss me.
please dont say you dont need me.
i really need you.
everything is crashing on me now.
the whole world can just jolly well turn their backs on me now.
i dont give a fucking damn anymore.
everybody just take good care of themselves
then everything will be fine.
i dont see a point in living anymore if you are outta my life.
i must really thanks baobei,lijie,elesia&dorcas who're always here for me since last time.

i have never once been a good gf to anyone.
i have never treated anyone of my gf good.
im always a flirt to everybody.
im always a lier forever.
i can never be trusted.

KAVEN TAN IS ON THE VERGE OF DYING.
LEAVE ME ALONE PLEASE.
IS THERE REALLY SUCH THING AS TRUE LOVE?
CAN SOMEONE PLEASE SHOW ME THAT?
ROARRRRRRRR! -CRIES-