sighs.
sitting at the balcony of the apartment.
had a great dinner today.
its so late here now.
its bout 11pm plus le.
you're not online.
& i miss you alot.
drinking here & hearing songs
looking into the sky
& thinking bout you & me.
the situation that im in now is so bad.
dont know what im thinking now.
tears drop suddenly for no god damn it reasons.
its cold sitting here.
im already down with fever & slight flu.
looking at our pictures & wanting to hold you now.
wanna play around with you now.
even when i sleep i dream about you & me.
tell me now ok.
what am i to do without you!?
i really cant take it anymore.
im dying without you nw
i dont rely on you
but i need you
i cant live without you
i cant breathe without you.
i cant be without you.
hearing the song.. no promises.
my eyes are getting watery now.
im really so lost now.
all i wanna do now is to see you.
just a small glance will do.
will i be able to see myself in you?
i dont know.
or will i see someone else in you when i go back to spore?
i dont know.
im off to my own world now.
not sleeping tonight
but need to go offline already.
need to wake up at 430am aussie time which is like 130am spore time
going to watch the sunrise.
hope you are here to see it with me.
nights everybody.

iloveyou.imissyou.
bewithmetilltheendoftime.