im so sad now.
the news just stab thru my heart.
i dont know what to do now.
i just keep crying like mad.
dont know what to think now.
i need someone to tell me everything is fine.
yes,im talking to amanda now.
& ya i feel better.
baobei never fail to make me feel better.
thanks baobei.
thanks those people who were here for me.
im like so in my own world now.
talking to myself like some idiot ass.
i dont know lahs.
i nowadays one day eat one meal only.
my tummy is gone.
i dont feel like eating at all.
didnt slp well at all.
is it jetlag or is it just me.
i dont know.
but i doubt its jetlag.
anyway.
i just cant seem to fall asleep now.
talking on the fone to entertain myself till tmr morning.
went for movie today
not bad!
didnt really understand at first.
then slowly understand already.
dont know lahs.
feeling so irritated now.
i wanna go cool off.
i cry till my pillow wet already.
my eyes are swollen.
im going nuts.
im going crazy
BYE.

i love you alot.
i miss you alot.
dont ever doubt my love for you.
i need you more then you ever knw.

when you lose someone you love alot.
rmb to ask that person.
where can you ever find someone who love you as much as i do.