had not been sleeping ytd.
been thinking the whole night.
what if one day smth happen & i get out of your life.
what will happen to you.
what will you be thinking bout.
will you be missing me?
will you think bout me?
i reallly need to know what you're thinking now.
i need to know your heart is for who.
i need to know who you love.
are you still getting over her?
are you still in love with her?
sighs.
im going nuts.
tell me you love me please.

iloveyougirl.
youaremyone&only.
iwantyouinmylifeforever&ever.
ireallycantlivewithoutyou.
sayyoulovemetoo.
imaginemewithoutyou.

im on the verge of dying.
im like holding onto something dangerous.
which might anytime explode
& i will get hurt.

im trying so hard to be there for you whenever you need me.
im trying hard to protect you
im trying hard to make you love me.
im trying hard to do everything for you.
im trying so hard to just get you to look at me for one sec.
iloveyou.
iwantyoubadly.