alrights im here to blog finally.

24dec06
that day after DXO party.
i went to clarke quey to drink.
found a bar that can dance & drink.
saw kuan & my ahma.
after that waited for a few more people.
play till dont know waht time then we go eat.
then we cab home.
it was like fucking hard to find a cab there la.

25dec06
then after that sleep.
wake up & went to meet them in town.
then i was quite sad already
cause of alot of things.
then i went to walk around.
when i came back.
something happen to -----
some people will know lah.
then i went to help her.
she must like say thank you to me can!
for saving her life!! (:
quick say thank you!! HAHA!
then went to k-ster to sing & drink.
phone was like flat lah.
then i drink very fast.
was having headache lah.
alot of things happened.
went over to friend's place to stay.
two words - christmas sucks!

26dec06
went down to compass to eat.
sleep till late afternoon.
bring that stupid ass to clinic.
then i left to serangoon.
met the rest in SGH.
so ma fan can.
that stupid potato fall down can! haha!
such a large bang on the floor!
become mash potato. (:
then went down to the prata there to eat.
then cab back.
better mention stupid rambutan before she kill me.
drink coke & eat chocolate till she went mad.
crazy rambutan! (:
but i still love her!

27dec06
today alot of things happen..

today afternoon go meet baobei in town.
mich came to meet her too.
about 5plus hazel came.
went to walk around at far east.
then after awhile.
i cant tahan anymore.
so i decided to hurry settle this thing.
found a place to sit down & talk.
went to the stairs there.
me, baobei & mich & hazel.
talk for awhile.
clearing things out.
suddenly, elesia came! omg.
then she was like so straight foward towards hazel.
dont know lah.
shannon came.
after clearing the thing out.
me him & mich went to taka.
to meet keith & xinyi.
then we went to buy food
& mum mum.
xinyi was like asking mich to give her eat the stupid chicken.
then i keep bothering her asking her to eat her stupid medicine.
then she before eat medicine drink half of the water le can.
SO LOUSY! (:

then we went to cine.
the two idiots go buy their stupid cookie.
we went up to the arcade.
i play pool with this bung.
then nat & calli & vanessa were there too.
i win that bung in pool.
let that stupid nat win again.
then play the photo thingy.
cause i still got token left.
then zenn&cynthia came to the arcade there to meet mich.
things are different now. wahtever.
went down to tp.
& waited for keith.
cause he send han jin home.
then we all go eat & talk.
then slack near mich house there.
then me xinyi & mich just now talking outside bout sch life.
it was damn hilarious man.
xinyi copy that china cher talk damn funny lah! HAHA

now slacking in the room.
trying to rmb waht to blog. HAHA!
HELLOOOOOOOOOOO! (:
go fuck spider.
go pcc & die.
new words learn from keith!! (:

to you :
im sorry about today.
but i just dont want to lie to myself that you're right.
but the thing is that i dont know who to trust at all.
after hearing alot of stories.
i decided that i need to talk to you
i pluck up alot of courage to talk things out.
normally i think i'll just run away frm reality.
at least today i say things out properly
& i think if i didnt open my ears
i think i will still be living in self denial.
thinking you're right.
but till now.
i just dont know bout this matter.
you msg me just now saying
that you did tink of using me to forget bout her.
but you didnt.
that got me thinking again.
whether what you say now is true or not.
i dont know.
forget it.
anyway,it the past & today everything have come to an end.
its the end of you & me.
but , nothing even started how to end.
whatever.
if you love me that time
then you should say it out.
maybe things wun be like this.
im sorry to treat you like this now.
you left me with no choice.
now that im gonna give up
you tell me you're starting to like me.
there's no such thing as starting to like.
only have.. like or dont know.
sighs.whatever alright.
just take care of yourself.
if you still wanna be normal friends.
then up to you.
if you dont want to be anything
then forget it.
say sorry to your sister for me.
wish you good luck for your results ba.
hope you get into the school you wanan get in.
bye.
one last time - im very sorry!

to baobei & elesia :
thanks for being there for me today.
im sorry baobei.

&&&&!!
i must thanks lijie for being there for me too.
rmb to try meet me tmr k! (:
i miss my good mei mei.

to michele ee wei shan :
thanks for doing all these for me.
i will give you all the time you need.
just think bout it alrights.
you're still the only one who understands me.
the one who knows me inside out.
amanda also another one who knows me inside out.
blah blah blah.
time will decides everything.
leave it to fate alright.

iloveyoubaby.