im so bored now lahs!! ROAR!!
someone save me can or not.
im dying of boredness.

sighs.
why is it that nobody trust me when i say i wanna settle dwn.
forget it.maybe it meant to be this way then.
i seriously wanna settle down with the one i love.
is it just so hard to believe it when i say settle dwn.
i did settle down for twice or thrice.
but in the end i got hurt and thay person leave me
its not that i dont wanna settle down
flinging around is not fun at all.
i dont even enjoy flinging.
i just wanna stay with the person i love.
i really wanna settle down tis time.

sighs.
who is the one for me?
i dont even know.
telling myself that fate is in my own hands
but yes,i tried all i can already.
if it still failed and sometimes the decisions doesnt lies on me
i really dont know what to do.

these few days i can really say that im feeling so lost.
dont know what to think and waht to do.
seriously i need someone now to guide me in what im to do.
cracking my brain everyday thinking bout it
i cant seem to fall asleep easily nowadays.
must think till i sleep.
easily having headaches nowadays.
i serious need a huge huge dose of my medicine.
who shall be my medicine..hmms.god knows.

im going crazy soon.
going overseas soon..
cant bare to leave cus i dont know why.
dont even feel like going.

sighs! ge wo ni de ai. (:
wo xu yao ni zai wo de shen bian.
hearing ni na me ai ta.
people just love to sing this song to me. whatever~
ROAR!!
its raining heavily heavily~
i want to go into the rain!! drench myself man!cool~
okaes.concluded that im mad.

i just need your trust and your love.
trust me that i will settle down and that i really love you.
its never a crush and its purely love.
i need you in my life.
i tend to miss you easily.cus i dont know why.BLAHS!
im so not myself lahs! oh my my~
LALALALALALALALAS*
WEEEEEEEEEEES*
i need you to tell me everything is ok and fine.
im stupid and dumb and i can dont know anything
but one thing i know is i love you and only you.
sighs! one day and im waiting for that day to come
waiting for that miracle to happen.

knowing that nth is impossible
and knowing that i really love you
i decided to hold on to this love and wun let go.

that's when i love you. (: