i got a new mummy,she is HAZEL NG QIN WEN!HAHAS!nobody can bully her!cause her precious son of hers will protect her from all those baddie! (:
MUMMY! good luck for your o's okaes!must do very very well.must show your son a good example.your son misses you! (:

my world becomes so empty,my day's are so cold and lonely and each night I taste the purest of pain.

sighs.
drowning myself in songs now.
telling myself to stop all these nonsense.
but i cant do so.
im crying to myself every day and night.
i dont understand anything now.
my heart is in a mess.
i know that i love you but i dont know what am i doing.
crying non-stop for you.
you dont even know hw miserable im now.
i dream of you and me every night
hoping that you will be mine.
how i wish i can sleep forever so i dream forever.
cause in my dreams you are mine.
my mind is filled with our memories and the times we had together.
the love i have for you is getting deeper and deeper each day.
how i wish i can look into your eyes every single day and say i love you.
you take your own sweet time
i will be here when you change your mind.
im always here for you my love.
i will never stand in your way
wherever your heart may lead you
i will love you the same.
and i will be your comfort every day
feeling so lonely now.
hearing the songs that we hear on your mp3.
thinking about the times we had.
feeling my heart aching so badly now.
knowing that things wun change
cause you're very persitant bout it.
dropping tears rolling down my cheeks.
i feel like im dying inside me
all i ask for now is too see you.
i really cant live without you.
i will love you all my life.
i will wait for you no matter waht.
im willing to be nothing in your life now.
but i just hope you will come to me when you need help in anyting.
im so willing to do anyting for you.
my heart is open for you always.
dont ever shut your heart onto me.
open your heart to me too please.
you mean so much to me.
i wun be better off without you.
i cant take all these shit anymore.
why does my heart tell me that you are the one for me.
please believe that my heart for you is true.
i wun let you down i swear.
you are the one that i really fall for.
why do i see a happy me when you are with me.
its not a crush or anything.
its true love which i feel from the bottom of my heart.
believe me when i say i will give you happiness and that
I LOVE YOU ALOT!
you are the missing piece in my heart.
i wanna see you now. I MISS YOU!
please take good care of yourself now.