i dont know what's wrong.

i dont know what to do now.

im hitting the wall and punching things around me.

im crying and crying.

thinking of the sentence you say on the fone just now

make me wanna die now you know.

"i wanna end this relationship."

do you know how huge the impact is on me.

just leave me and die okaes.

just leave me alone and go do wahtever you want.

leaving me can give you more freedom and space.

im nth at all. im not vaulable at all.

im dont have the looks i dont have anyting for you to love me.

-CRIES-

im not worth anyting from you at all.

if you leave me.

at least there are people out there who wanna woo you

and i know they will treat you good and love you well.

whereas for me, i have nobody to love and im left with nothing.

maybe friends is all i need? i dunno.

i know maybe its too late to say everything now

but i wanna say that i really still love you.

you stand a place in my heart.

i need you.

if i wanna break with you why must i wait till exams over?

i can always break with you now.

so i can flirt with whoever i want but i didnt,i still hang on to you.

you say that you feel you are just my companion.

someone who accompany only.

please lorhs. i dont know waht you thinking lorhs. forget it ok.

just let me be now.

leave me here alone sitting in the middle of nowhere crying to myself.

let me cry myself to sleep every single night.

let me die ; let me leave the world.

im not worth for anyting now.

how i wish the car will just bang me down if i cross the road later.

how i wish the meteorite,sun,moon,everyting will fall onto me and let me die.

im so useless in everything.

not good in studies not good in loving someone.

not good in pampering someone.

not good in cheering people up.

KAVEN TAN IS JUST SO FUCKING USELESS!

im crying the hell out of me now!

let me say one last time in case i cant say it anymore.

BABY! I LOVE YOU.I MISS YOU.I NEED YOU. )':