yesterday went to meet rachael,joanna and amanda in the morning.went to their school outside and wait for them.after that we went to sakae sushi and eat.then went to take neo print.had a long long talk with rachael.updated each others life with each other.hahas.then i send rachael then went to meet lijie and belynda at white sands.went to eat at foodcourt then went to library.
went off to meet my baby and birdie they all.lijie called me and we talked.after that i meet them at EC mac.then i reach only then they going to meet darius.hazel gave me my ORANGE SOCKS!hahas.but horhs.its so so so damn small larhs.hahas.i cant fit into it for sure de.hahas.then darius was injured.he injured his kneecap.we went to eat at kfc.then darius auntie brought him to the hospital so we went off..cynthia,jade and baby walked to tp central while me nick and swan took a bus there.hahas.on the way there.we had our bung talk.hahas.and the girls confirm have their own talk too.hahas.me swan and nick was laughing our ass off on some things.hahas.EHEM!hahas.then we went to arcade and play.after that we went to the library cause swan say she wan shit.hahas.then on the way there she keep pulling my hand.hahas.damn funny larhs.hahas.then we go in the lift then i kick her ass then she scream so loud.hahas.damn GAY larhs.hahas.then after she's done we all went home.baby went home with me.we went to meet amanda.finally talked to her face to face.baby and her bully me.then me and baby went home.she force me to do maths.hahas.then i guai lorhs so i go do.and i did it correctly.hahas!then went to sleep.hahas.baby now go eat dinner with cynthia they all.she go eat my favourite curry rice!hahas.i want to eat that too!!after i blog then msg her.hahas.im waiting for my mother!i want to eat!im hungry very hungry!hahas.want eat you!hahas.

baby.
dont think so much already okaes.
dont think bout the dream.
im trying so hard now
trying very very hard now to show you my love and care.
im tyring hard to not rely on you now.
im willing to let you rely on me for the rest of your life.
i need you in my life.
were you really so shocked that day when i went crazy?
im sorry for giving you a shock.
but i love you so much
and went you tell me to go away and fuck off and dont touch you
i dont know what to do.
and when you say lets break my heart broke into a million pieces.
i need you alot alot.
my heart is all about you.
dont think so much already please.
im trying to secure your heart.
can you please tell me what can i do now to assure you nth is wrong.
im holding you like how i always do.
forget the past and go on with life okaes my dear.
lets think what is to come in our future not bout the past.
you are the one who made my day
the one who taught me how to smile.
having you in my life is like the most wonderful thing i ever have.
knowing you from the very first day was not a mistake at all.
you gave me everything i need.
i never felt so in love before.
i dont need one day,one week,one month or one year.
cause no matter how long is the duration.
my love and care for you wun change.
its no point giving me time.
cause if im really determine to change no duration is needed.
am i right my baby?
its time that i grow up already.
i dont want to be a spoilt brad anymore.
at point of times yes i want to be pampered.
but not to often please.
i will change and its not for temporary matters.
its forever.
i dont want to let you down ever again.
cause i know i need you in my life.
are you willing to hand your life to me again? with the trust and the love.
iloveyoubaby.imissyoubadlynow.
tonight there will be a space beside me again.
cause you are not here with me.
i cant wait to see you tmr or saturday.
INEEDYOUNOW!