this is my secong entry today
i want this r/s
but seriously i need the space.
let me feel that you still love and care for me.
after we have been together.
i have been feeling so suffocated
but i know you will get angry and stuff so i just kept quiet.
all i said just now was what i have been feeling all along.
im strong to be able to perserve till now you know.
if not long time ago i would have just let go and give up.
its cause i love you and i dont bear to let go.
i have been tolerating for so long.
i have been keeping quiet for 3months plus le.
cause all along i thought that its cause you love me you love me.
but that's not the way to love someone
if you hold on to tight the more i wanna get away from you
so please dont make me feel this way.
let me tell you now k.
i need to feel the love and care from you now.
but dont over do it.
dont make me feel afraid of you like how you are afraid of your ex last time.
think for me okaes.
i still love you.
i think its time that we balance things around us.
i dont want to continue being like these.
it will get us no where.
i need time.

fuck this world.