mayday-wen rou
this song is nice,been humming the song since ytd.
the tears are coming out soon.

CAN EVERYONE JUST LEAVE ME ALONE NOW.
im very pissed off now.
i need someone here for me badly now.
i need a hug now.
i need you with me now and tell me everything is fine.
i need someone to talk to me and not blame things on me now.
its as if im in the wrong now.
please.cause i dont think im wrong.
whatever!everything is falling onto me now.
i think i can say that i had ENOUGH already.

you are sick now and i cant do anything.
you have sore throat now and i wanted to make honey for you to drink
and the hot water scald my hand.happily lorhs.
i dont know waht to do now.
you say you are afraid that i shout and you and stuff like your ex.
you are comparing me and her in a way.
i hate it when you say you are scare that im like your ex.
you say you dont like people being to over protective and stuff on you.
aint you doing the same to me now.
i need space to breathe.im suffocating already.
cynthia say that yes.
our honeymoon period is still not over
you still want to be pampered and stuff.
but what about me.
my dear.
i need the love,care,and concern from you too.
everytime you show attitude to me
i keep reminding myself
you and the passive and im the bung.
so i must keep cool and i did.
did you ever think before.
that time when we went to meet my mei and her friends.
you just show me attitude like that.
did you ever think of how i feel not.
i have pride too you know.
sighs.
so waht i go type all these shit.
your com is spoilt and cant come online.
forget it okaes.
just let me be.

im getting haunt by some fucking nightmares for many many nights already.
keep dreaming bout me dying.
someone stab me in my heart and i die.
that's why i now keep asking people close to me what if i die.how.
sighs.
and now i really wish i can just go and die larhs horhs.
you think you are the only one crying isit.
you think im not sad too hear you cry on the phone.
i so wanna tell you. "hush baby"
but that word cant come out from my mouth.
you are mine so how can i bear to hear you cry.
but i just didnt have the mood to say anything.
IM PISSED OFF!
just let me be for now.
bye everybody.
speechless for now.