baby.
do you know how much you mean to me.
i know i cant and didnt give you enough.
but i will always try to make you feel bliss.
sorry if i didnt do enough or give you enough.
you just make my world be filled of laughter.
you never know how much i love you
cause my love for you can never be measured.
its deeper den the oceans
higher den the mountains.
i just love you so much.
these few days my mind have been thinking bout US.
JUS YOU AND ME.
i kept thinking bout the first time we did everything.
the first time we got near to each other and so on...
i just cant stop thinking bout the past of you and me.
knowing more bout you each time makes me want to improve myself better.
i remember the very very first time when we are near to each other.
it was when you sat beside me in rocky's.
but it was not you and me only.
at that point of time i might not have feel anything for you .
but it was the very first time when we were close.
you are just beside me
yet i didnt feel anything.
as i think about it now i feel stupid.
the first time when i met you alone was really unforgetable.
i didnt manage to get you off my mind after you left.
even though it was just a few mins or seconds.
but it was captured in my mind.
i will never forget every little things of you and me.
you just make me want to live on with you forever.
i have never feel this way before.
i can say that you are the first person that i say i wan to live with you forever.
remember the first time when i hold your hand.
my heart melt as i hold you.
just by lying beside you make me feel like im on cloud nine now.
you teach me how to smile.
the first time when we kiss.
i will never forget the feeling when our lips touch each other.
the feeling is just so great.
it made me feel that you are serious bout this relationship
and made me start to believe that all this is NOT a dream.
i have been thinking that tis is a dream
when you lie in my arms
how i wish you could just lie there forever.
the feeling is always there.
no one can take your place in my heart.
i just love you so fucking damn much.
the first time when we got close together.
as our skin touches each other everytime,
i can hear and feel my heart thumping so fast.
every single thing you do makes my heart burn with passion to love you even more.
my knees always go weak when you touch me.
be my pillar of support forever ok?
just the thought of letting you go is killing me,its hurting me.
so can you assure me that you wun leave me?
you are my precious baby.
looking at those things just now make me feel so angry.
how can she say all those things when it turned out to be bullshit.
i will never make you feel afraid of me.
i will never take away your freedom and stuff.
i love you for who you really are.
dun ever change for me.
my feelings for you will never change.
baby.
i love you. <3
i miss you. (:
be with me till the end of time.

p.s. our second month is coming. (: cant wait!
01.06.06 - the date i will never forget.loves!