Thursday, June 22, 2006

i stil cant get tuhh sleep.
hais.
can yeuu please tell me yeuu really care for me and lubb me.
please secure my place in yur heart.
whye am i habbing tis fear in me that yeu will leave me.
tell me that whard im feeling ish a dream.
it wun come true.
i once dream that yeuu will leave me.
i was so damn scare that it will come true.
baby.
please hold me in yur arms and say nothing will happen.
whenever yeuu look at me,i melt.
i really duno whye am i so deeply in lubb wibb yeuu.
yeuu jus took my heart away like that.
dun ever return my heart tuhh me.
cus i always lubb yeuu.
and will do so forever.
i really need yeuu.
im now like staring at the laptop and hearing songs.
hais.
yeuu are asleep now i guess.
hais.
i jus needed someone now.
i guess yeuu are jus plain tired bahs.
tmr stil need wake up early.
i shld say.later stil need wake up early.
the time now ish like 5am in the morning larhs.
hais.
baby.
i lubb yeuu.
say yeuu lubb me.
hais.
i miss yeuu alot.
yeuu jus so near yet so far.
hais.
i duno whard tuhh do now.
baby.dun ever leave me please.
if yeuu ever leave me.
i wil get yeuu back.
i will hold yeuu tight.
and will neber neber let go ever again.
cus i jus LOVE YEUU SO MUCH!
hais.
our one month gonna come le!
01.06.2006 ish the date tat we gort together.
the love for yeuu ish carve onto my heart le.
scars neber disappear.
so the love that yeuu carve on my heart will neber be remove tuhh.
hais.
i dunno larhs.
im like so damn sick now.
and i duno whard im tinkign.
i cant control my own mind now.
i duno whard's wrong.
good nights baby.
hais.
by the time yeuu see my entries.
its already dunno whard time le.
hais.
by taht time.....
forget it.
i really need a hug from yeuu now.
sighs!!
so damn fucking depressed now larhs!
dunno whard's wrong.
im an irritant to you!
hais.
i didnt mean it.
i really dun.
my mind ish damn messy now.
i dunno..i really dunno.
i need yeuu now.
but i dun wanna irritate yeuu now.
later yeuu scold me again.
i hate the feeling of being scold.
hais.
s0rries.
but i........
good nights baby.
lubb yeuu!
miss yeuu!
muacks**

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