Thursday, May 25, 2006

tuhhday go school.den gort back results.like shit like that.hmms.dun care.anyway.after school go home bathe le den go bball court.now everyday go tere.den jus now raining.den amanda baobeii and isabella jie and desmond erzi come find me.den i tok tok tuhh them.den renee come.den i left her and ryan under the blk.den i go play in the rain.wanted tuhh clear my mind.was nort in a good mood jus now.was laughing all along.but it was all along fake.hais.dunno larhs.den after that.ryan pei renee.den me and jun jun walk tuhh our hse tere.den me and jun jun play badminton.hhas.she BULLY me.hhas.den lijuan come.hhas.den i go disturb her!hhas.hmms.den jun jun go le.den left me and her.hhas.tuhhday playground damn quiet larhs.jus now only gort me and lijuan at tere only larhs.hhas.she that stupid idiiot keep tryin tuhh poke my eyes.hhas.den i keep blockin.hhas.she that time praise me sia.hhas.she say i cool and that i rock!hhas. =D *smiling from ear tuhh ear*.. lols..she jus gort addicted in making my hair messy.WHARD ONLY!hhas.and that renee.jus now play bball wibb her.she so violent!hhas.den take that stupid tape go tape my shirt.hhas.new style arhs?hhas.STUPID!hhas. =D that's all for tuhhday bahs.hmms.buubbyes.

feelings are so damn confused now.

playin basketball everyday.cus wanna vent all my anger and unhappiness on the ball.jus shoot and shoot non-stop.venting it in a way that i wun hurt myself.hmms.dunno larhs.anyway.i feel like drinkin again.sighs.jus like my msn nick.i wanna drink and escape from reality.can i do it.i dun tink so.getting drunk ish hard.but even i get drunk.i escape from reality.once i wake up.its all the same again.so whard's the fucking difference.sighs.hmms.gort a lot of tings tuhh say now...tuhh alot of ple..

amanda baobeii..dun sad le.im always here for yeuu.dun wanna see yeuu sad sad le.hmms.dun tink le..if wan shoulder i can lend yeuu..wan vent anger i can let yeuu hit me.pinch me.do whardever ting oso can.jus please dun cry le ok.im s0rries if i blog it.but i jus wan yeuu tuhh noe that i really do care.

isabella jie..i dunno whard's wrong wibb yeuu.i jus hope yeuu cheer up tuhh lorhs.exams results can be pulled up de.jus study.now regret so mus buck up ok.yeuu wan study den come find me.i pei yeuu larhs.dun tink so much le ok.s for relationship.yeuu dun really tell me bout it.so i dunno.but i can only say.dun harp on the past.it wun change anyting le.go for whard's ahead of yeuu bahs.dun cry oso.jus now.i jus wanted tuhh vent anger on me.if wan shoulder i will oso lend yeuu.wan vent anger i oso dun mind.seriously.i really dun mind.no need tink bout me de larhs.jus dun sad le.at least beat le den wun so fan le.jia you in studies.

sichun jie..im s0rries.i dunno whard's wrong wibb me now.but i jus dun feel like tokin these few days.i duno whye.im s0rries.i admit tha tmy attitude did changed.but i dunno whye.im s0rries.gibb me time.i will tok tuhh yeuu soon..take care.

ken ahgong..hurry come back school ok.i wanna see yeuu.and i tink a lot of ple want tuhh see yeuu back in school lorhs.hmms.be guai le larhs.

renee and ryan..hope yeuu two can be together since both habb feelings for each other.ryan better treat renee good.if nort chop yur head.hmms.let nature takes it course.sure will be together de.gibb renee some time.

dorcas ahyi cum ahma..i hope yeuu and HIM can be together.hmms.he can make yeuu happy.i tink ish the right choice.but decision ish still up tuhh yeuu.hope that one day i can see yeuu and him together bahs.

pig..i tink carefully over tis few days.i felt that yur ex are all wantin yeuu back.whye nort yeuu go back.im nort someone good.im nort worth yur lubb.i dunno whard tuhh tink now.whard i told yeuu ytd was true.im always here for yeuu no matter whard..so whard we are now?i dunno.confued...

someone special...im s0rries tuhh say that im tired le.i dunno whether i stil like yeuu or nort.i dunno whether tuhh continue waiting or nort.i dunno whard tuhh do.mind in a daze each time i see yeuu.or i see tings that reminds me of yeuu.yeuu were neber outta my mind.im always tinkin how are yeuu.how are yeuu doing.but in yur heart.i habb turned tuhh be a stranger le.as the days pass.i slowly gort out obb yur life.i can only say.s long s yeuu happy.den ok le.but i still wun be happy.i will be happy for yeuu.but nort for myself.i tink i had enough le.i lubb yeuu so much till i tink im gonna lose myself tuhh.im unable tuhh see myself already..

i jus wanna be free! i jus wan everybody tuhh be happy. i rather be sad den tuhh see the ones close tuhh me sad.tings changed everyday.im always here for everybody who needs me.im always here no matter whard happens.everybody please cheer up and live a happy life.i dun wish tuhh see sadness le.i wanna be sad..i dun wan yeuu all sad sad de.amanda baobeii and isabella jie..yeuu two wan beat wan pinch wan slap wan whack punch come find me.jus vent yur anger in any ways on me oso can.jus be happy.dun cry!hais.saddened!! ='((

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