sighs.whye am i still tinking so much.tuesday neber go school.tuhhday go school.hmms.tinking whether tmr wan go nort.next week exam officially start le.sure fail till very jialat de.ish like i now go school oso no use.i dun even get whard they tokin bout.i like go school for nth de lorhs.the teacher teach.den i jus slack.and stare in tuhh space nia.dunno whard the hack they tokin bout.sighs.on monday aft chinese paper 1 and english paper 1.miss farhana cry sia.sighs.cus our class neber respect her?she say that if it was other teacher in our class.will be do the same nort.cus we are suppose tuhh keep quiet cus exam.but gort some ple make noise.den cher nort happy.cus she scare.whard if the HODs walked pass.den we like tt.den will get caught for cheating.even though we didnt.sighs.den she cry sia.and if she still control the class by term 3.den she mus step down as form teacher.sighs.i dun wan her step down.i dun tink the class wan that tuhh happen tuhh.hmms.hope that the class will change lorhs.den ms farhana wun leave our class.sighs.hmms.den wednesday i go school.so damn sians larhs.ish like.i dun get whard they tokin at all.durin geo lesson.me and chun and isabella they all like dun belong tuhh the class de.we do our own tings.dun care the cher.den maths.tok tok tok.dun care the cher oso.the teacher go thru maths.den i hack.den eng.go out of the class tuhh do test.me and kavita okok le.den miss aida came during maths lessoon ask how am i and all those.hmms.she care sia.hhas.surprising.hhas.hmms.den after school go home slp!hmms.so sians.tis few days ish like.so lonely tuhh me larhs.nothing tuhh do.nobody tuhh go out.hmms.shld be gort ple tuhh go out wib larhs.a lot of them.but.jus dun habb the mood.cus the one i wanna go out wibb dunno doing whard.sighs.den nowadays.everyday sms some pig.hahas.that was whard she called me tuhh.hmms.yarhs.sighs.tuhhday go school.den first period ish poa.sians lorhs.ish like the teacher teach.den i sit tere.den he look at me.den i look back.den i diao him.hhas.den aft tt was pe.hhas.took pe.cus promise jiaye say take pe de.den play captain's ball.den the stupid ball hit till myhead.den damn larhs.swollen.den aft tat was chemistry lesson.den that miss aida so damn funny larhs.ish like.she laugh laugh laugh.den ish like laugh ans jump larhs.so childish can.hhas.hmms.den aft that was recess.urania cry.den i and chun pei her stay in class.den aft tt chinese lesson.i so sians lorhs.ish like sit tere hear lin lao shi tok tok tok.den i copy copy copy den go in a daze.den stare out obb the window.ish like.im tinking bout loads obb tings lorhs.hmms.anyway.aft tere.ish english.wahlau.den gort kaobei.took out all my ear sticks.she sucks.miss kavita sucks!arrghs.den aft sch gort maths tuitorial.hmms.den aft tt i go home.den now blogging and watchin dvd.hmms.yarhs.so sians now.msging that stupid fat pig.hmms.yarhs.waiting for jiaye come online.hmms.
im tinking bout yeuu now.wondering hw are yeuu feeling now.still sad?sighs.dun sad le okayys.i see yeuu sad.i oso sad sia.hmms.cheer up ya.im always here for yeuu de.sighs.cant be together.but at least im here for yeuu always as a frend.sighs.i dunno whard tuhh do now.sighs.i jus cant get yeuu off my mind.sighs.im still tinkin whether i will get yeuu nort.sighs.will yeuu ever come tuhh me nort.sighs.hope i wish i gort yeuu.ibb it was me.i will nort be so stupid tuhh let yeuu go.and walk out of my life.i will hold yeuu tight.and neber let go.sighs.i will neber make yeuu sad.cus i wun wan tuhh see that.sighs.cheer up please.
p.s.im trying maii best tuhh go school regulary le.sighs.hope for the better bahs.