sighs.so long neber blog le.frankly speaking.i still cant forget the past.sighs.life habb nort been good.last week go school one time nia.tis week oso.sighs.i jus cant put maii mind on tuhh studies now.sighs.i habb nort been bloggin cus i dun wanna see the memories.sighs.i dun wanna remind maiiself of the past.but i cant do that.sighs.so many tings happened around me.and for now.i feel so damn useless larhs.ish like now rachael sad sad.den i dunno whard tuhh do.for now.i jus wan everybody around me tuhh be happy lorhs.sighs.tinking how tuhh cheer her up.but all i can do ish tuhh gib advice nia.i cant tell her whard tuhh do.wahrd can i do tuhh make everybody happy. sighs.its jus sucks tuhh see ple ard me sad.i dun wan them tuhh be sad.sighs.i now so damn speechless.dunno whard tuhh say le.sighs.will try tuhh update maii bloggy ok.sighs.bubbyes.