Monday, May 15, 2006

i friday till sunday working.den neber study at all.tuhhday gort english paper 2 and chinese paper 2.sians lorhs.english paper so sucks lorhs.so difficult.den i finish within 40mins.den i sleep for one hour.den chinese paper.do finish.den me yuwei and suffy and jamal over tere communicating.damn funny larhs.den after exam.i pei amanda walk home.den i go home.den i sleep.sians lorhs.den after that cook maggie mee tuhh eat.den i bathe.den go meet amanda.den we tok tok downstairs obb her block.den i pinch her face.den she go pinch my left arm.blue black sia!!stupid ass.hhas.now watching tv.watchin channel 62.horror show.
sians arhs.life habb been so sians afer that incident.sighs.s0rries sichun.jie i dun mean thh treat yeuu like that de.i noe my attitude changed.but i oso dun wanna be like that de.sighs.everyting jus seem tuhh be soo soo wrong.sighs.whard am i tuhh do now.im lost.damn lost.sighs.jus felt that life ish so sians now.its nort that i dun wanna go out.ish that im telling myself nort tuhh go out.sighs.i dunno how tuhh explain tis.but i can only say.ish like now.i dun wanna go out wibb dorcas ahyi.den ish like sichun everytime meet yongchun.den amanda and isabella everytime go out wibb their group.den i like.dunno how say larhs.ish like..im making myself lonely.im isolating myself from all my frends.sighs.ish like go school dunno for whard.sighs.maybe like whard amanda say.i might look happy on the outside.but in my heart.im nort happy at all.hais.maybe its true bahs.or i can say that its really true.sighs.whye will i turn out tuhh be like that.i dunno whard's happenin tuhh me now.im like.really feeling as though as i died.sighs.ish like i keep thinking of the past.sighs.i enjoyed and missed the times when we were out together.yeuu me and the rest of them.sighs.the times can neebr be compared tuhh the times i had wibb the others.sighs.the laughter we had and the fun and everting.sighs.i jus hope that we can be like before.where i look at yeuu and smile and laugh.and yeuu look at me and smile and laugh.sighs.how i wish i can turn back the time.
i need yeuu! i miss yeuu! i still lubb yeuu! i cant forget yeuu!
how i wish i can turn back the time! sighs.

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