sighs.its has been days since i slept well le.im tired le.very tired.habb nort been online for a long time le.sighs.friday morning gort caught from head tuhh toe.hair colour and so on..sighs.so sick of school life larhs.sighs.den ish like my granny now hospitalised larhs.tmr aft school goiing see her again.sighs.everyting now ish like so damn wrong larhs.its like so fuck larhs.life habb nort been good for me since yeuu left me.sighs.aft yeuu r gone.all tis happen.i dunno whard tuhh now. my heart cant possibly break when it wasnt even a whole tuhh start wibb.sighs.i really hope tuhh habb yeuu by my side now.sighs.i miss yeuu.anyway.saturday wen tuuhh orchard wibb rachael and her sis and mich.she go cut hair.she look nicer le.hmms.so fucked up now!!!whard am i tuhh do.my heart haben recover yet.when will it recover from the hurt.sighs.now im like so irritated by all the tings around me.sighs.i really feel that yeuu became so cold tuhh me suddenly.it jus suck tis way.tuhhday go church.den so long neber see those church ple le.hmms.i MUST go church le.cant dun go.sighs.whard shld i do now.my mind ish all bout yeuu.i miss the times together.i miss the times when yeuu and me walk down the path.i miss the times when yeuu lie on me.sighs.i miss the times when we hear the same songs.OUR MEMORIES are all around.EVERYTHING reminds ME of YEUU.jus now raining.den i hear the songs which we eveytime hear.and s i sit in the bus.i look at the rain outside the window.and hear the songs. sighs.tears was bout tuhh drop.i really miss yeuu a lot.sighs.only yeuu can turn my world from black tuhh white.only yeuu can make my world so bright.sighs.where are yeuu now.at tis point of time.i dun wan anyting.except YEUU!!sighs.i wanna hold yeuu tight in my arms.sighs.i wan yeuu by my side.sighs.i jus pierce my ear again.when i pierce my ear.means that i sad.and i cant take it.that whye wanna feel pain.cant cut myself.so like tt lorhs.sighs.

hope that nothing wil happen tuhh my granny.sighs.god bless her.

who can take all these shit outta my life.im really going crazy le.i cant take it anymore!!arrghs.
EVERYTHING REMINDS ME OF YEUU!!
IM MISSIN YEUU LIKE CRAZY!!
I NEED YEUU BY MY SIDE NOW!!
PLEASE MEND MY BROKEN HEART.SIGHS!!

who can help tuhh mend tis broken heart of mine.sighs.come tuhh me please.sighs. ='(